Monday, March 02, 2020

A gray Monday




          The day didn’t start well—or at least started early, when Sophie decided she had to go out at 6:15. I managed to lure her back into the cottage—the magic of a tiny piece of Velveeta—and go back to bed until about eight. Ignored her when she exploded in barks around 7:15.

 Once I was up and going, the day didn’t look much brighter. Maybe because I checked MSNBC and got the latest news. Between the panic over COVID-19 and baseless speculation about the outcome of tomorrow’s Super Tuesday voting, I had a real urge to crawl back to bed.

Last night I watched a tape of “Mayor Pete’s” concession speech. Eloquent, articulate, delivered with passion and grace. It made me aware that I’ve sort of come to consciousness late in life. I certainly am paying more attention to what’s happening to our country, to the people running it and those who want to run it. Maybe the madness of trump forced me to this position, though Christian will tell you I’ve always been far left in my politics. I don’t know how to explain it, but I feel much more aware. Buttigieg moved me to a few random tears last night—would that have happened twenty years ago? I don’t know. Maybe we all come to wisdom late.

We talked a bit about tomorrow’s primary last night at supper, and later, watching Buttigieg, I wished I had made a point to Jacob about being aware, being conscious. Maybe at thirteen he’d just have said, “Yeah, Juju.”

As I heard the vigorous applause and cheering last night, I sensed this was not Mayor Pete’s last rodeo. And Biden said it in his graceful tribute—Buttigieg is on the national stage now, and our nation will be better for it.

Then in the middle of today comes news that Klobuchar is pulling out and endorsing Biden. I haven’t seen her concession speech, though she was supposed to appear tonight in Dallas onstage with Biden. But good for her, like Pete, for putting the country before her personal ambition and doing what she thought would best steer us in a new direction. I’m encouraged.

As for the corona virus, I read today that one bookstore in China has an armed guard at the door. Customers must wear a mask and present a certificate of health; the guard takes their temperature. If all is well, they may enter and shop but must stay several feet away from any other customer. When you see how serious China is about this (admittedly late to the party), you do think maybe some of the fear in this country is justified. Jordan pointed out tonight that almost all people in China are heavy smokers—must make a difference.

Tonight the mayor of San Antonio has declared a public health emergency. Swell, because we’ve been so looking forward to a San Antonio getaway this weekend. Barring something extraordinary, we’re still going. The mayor said the risk to ordinary citizens is low. I suppose that means visitors too.

My complaint or whatever about attempts to calm the populace is that commentators almost always say it only kills those with already-compromised health and the elderly. Hey, that’s me. I’m elderly! But I’m in good health.

Today, like most of the country, we stocked up on hand sanitizers and, just in case of quarantine, toilet paper. After all, if there’s no epidemic, we can always use them, though I hate to be among those who empty the store shelves. On the other hand, if the danger becomes real, I’ll be glad to be a recluse. 

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