Showing posts with label #closets. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #closets. Show all posts

Monday, October 21, 2019

Hiding in the closet



As newscasts and headlines across the country have reported, my post about a quiet and still evening last night was premature. Although Fort Worth got only a smattering of rain—at least in my part—about nine o’clock I began to hear on TV reports of tornado touchdowns in Dallas. This morning the news is full of devastating damage, as three tornados touched down, one cutting a wide swath across north Dallas near Love Field and out into the suburbs.
Jordan looked at the pictures on TV tonight—mansions turned to rubble—and asked if I would go to my closet. I said, “Of course”—although I have only once in fifty-plus years in Texas gone to a closet. I did point out that if that kind of destructive storm hit here, being in the closet would do precious little good. The worst damage in Fort Worth I heard about was one friend who forgot to take down her outdoor umbrella and another who lost a sweetgum tree that fell on the house. No injuries. And Dallas was fortunate—no fatalities, few serious injuries.
A friend who lived in Dallas for twenty years said tornadoes rarely touch down in cities with tall buildings because of some meteorological phenomenon not yet understood—a comforting bromide that was thoroughly disproven last night. Except for the rare qualifier. But it made me think of my mom. In Chicago she used to assure me that Lake Michigan kept us safe from tornadoes—to this day I don’t know if she really believed that or if she was simply trying to comfort me. But as my friend pointed out, neither of us have heard of a tornado hitting Chicago (knock on wood), whether due to tall buildings, the lake or both.
The one time I took to the closet, it was at Jacob’s insistence. As a toddler, he was frightened by storms and completely baffled that I enjoyed them. He and I survived some severe ones together, like the night it hailed ferociously—we clung to each other in the living room and stared out the window. I don’t know that I even had the presence of mind to shut the plantation shutters. The next morning, we discovered that the add-on family room, with its flat roof, was awash in water, several inches deep. Jordan and I had spread my kids books out, anticipating a special sale for the moms from the school across the street. All ruined, as were all my precious cookbooks.
But I don’t remember the storm the night we took to the closet, only his sweet insistence that I had to go in there. My closet was fairly roomy, and he equipped it with a chair, a glass of wine, and the book I was reading—plus a flashlight in case of power outage. He brought himself some games, if I remember correctly, a blanket and a pillow, and snacks. He was most serious and efficient about the whole thing, insisting on our safety. (As I look at that thirteen-year-old today, I wonder where my sweet young boy went—he’s still sweet, but our relationship is so different!).
We did have a strong thunderstorm about two o’clock this morning, and we lost power, which made me realize how dark the cottage can be and how isolated. But I was too warm and comfortable under the covers to worry about it. The storm soon passed, and I slept again. Sophie gave up her post by my bed where she had been guarding me (or keeping herself safe) and headed off for her usual nighttime spots.
I hope it rains again tomorrow. I’ll even take a good storm. We have new winter rye grass, and it needs the moisture.
Trivia for the day: in Doylestown, PA a man robbed a bookstore. Ran in, brandishing a knife, demanded money, and when the clerk was too slow to respond, grabbed money out of the cash register and ran out the back door. Now I ask you, what kind of person robs a bookstore? A gas station or convenience store, I can see, but a bookstore? It’s almost an oxymoron. Besides, from what I know of the book world, I wouldn’t expect a small, independent store to have enough cash to bother about.
           

Monday, May 15, 2017

The details of daily living



Have you noticed how the details of daily living get in the way of the things you really want to do? I don’t mean cooking and cleaning the kitchen and laundry and making the bed. I mean reorganizing your closet—or your files, both of which have been heavy on my mind lately. And yet I’m aware that doing them will take from my writing time, the business I devote my days to.

The gas company is complicating life. They are replacing our meter and digging huge holes on our property. We sit on caliche, so I know it’s hard digging for them. Friday, I couldn’t go grocery shopping with Jordan—our weekly outing—because they had our driveway and the neighbor’s blocked, and she couldn’t drive up here to get me. Today a friend was coming for lunch but called from the street with the same problem. “I’ll go bring you lunch,” she said, but I told her to come on up the driveway on foot, and I’d make tuna salad. No sooner had I opened the tuna than they moved their equipment and told her they’d keep the drive free if we wanted to go out. Too late. We had tuna, avocado, pickles, and tomatoes. And probably a better visit than we would have had in a restaurant. Tomorrow, same story, yet another verse. I hope they’ll free the driveway so I can go out to lunch.

Late this afternoon, Jordan came in and announced she was here to work on my closet. I dropped everything and joined her—mostly as a spectator, since reaching clothes in the closet is a real stretch for me—no pun intended. We didn’t discard much—three things and a bunch of hangers—but she pulled all the spring and summer tops to one side, and put the pants on a low bar where I can reach them. I folded winter-like pants and put in a drawer where I’d discovered space. For a long time, I couldn’t bend enough to open the drawers on the buffet or whatever that serves as bedroom drawers for me. Today I could—the drawers are long, so I have to do one handle and then the other until I get it open enough to pull the center out evenly.  But now I can bend enough to do that. Every time I do something new, I feel inordinately proud.

I’m almost afraid to comment on what lovely weather we’re having, for fear if I enjoy it too much it will go away (is that an old-fashioned Puritanical superstition or not?). But tonight, after closet organizing, we sat on the patio with wine. So pleasant, it was seven before we came in and I fixed my dinner. Spinach fettucine with butter, lemon, garlic, anchovy and lots of shaved pecorino.

MY goal tonight is to proof one more short story—more about that later. But now I must get to it.