I am sharply
reminded today of the Cuban Missile Crisis of October 1962, almost fifty-five
years ago. Alarmed by the failed 1961 Bay of Pigs invasion, Cuba asked the USSR
to post missiles off the island to repel further advances. Russia, in
retaliation for US missiles in Italy and Turkey, agreed. The US effected a
naval blockade to prevent more missiles from reaching Cuba, but that was
closing the barn door after the horse. So there we were, sitting ducks with
short-range and intermediate-range missiles armed and pointed at our country.
It was an interminably long thirteen days, as we went about our daily business
almost consumed with fear.
I was in graduate
school in Missouri, engaged, and looking forward to marriage. My parents were
in Chicago, deemed a major target, and were deaf to my pleas to join my brother
and me in Missouri. My father’s long-held philosophy held firm—no bullet had
his name on it in WWI and if one did now, so be it. I had friends who were
expecting their first child, so it was for them, as for me, the wrong time for
the world to end. Young, we have a self-centered view of things. Today, much
older, I know that it is always the wrong time. Life is too precious to lose to
the folly of men’s egos.
Today I want to
dig a deep hole and shepherd my children and grandchildren—and yes, our dogs—into
it. Remember the bomb shelters of the 1950s? I once knew a family who bought a
rambling 1950s ranch house with a bomb shelter. We laughed then but it doesn’t seem
quite so foolish today. Until now, the Cuban Missile Crisis was the closest
mankind had ever come to nuclear war. There is one big difference. Both John F.
Kennedy and Nikita Khrushchev recognized what was at stake. They entered
lengthy negotiations that eventually defused the confrontation. What we as a
nation learned was that quick, clear, full communication was necessary, even
crucial.
Today we have two
petty tyrants shouting insults at one another, like schoolboys in a sandbox.
Wiser heads in Washington are counseling the president that he endangers the
future of negotiations with Kim Jong Un’s government, but he, like a school-yard
bully, seems not to care, not to realize the fate of millions is in his hand.
What seems to matter is his own unquenchable thirst for power, to be the
biggest, the best, the loudest. It scares me to death.
But I take comfort
in the words of William Faulkner in his 1950 speech of acceptance of the Nobel
Prize for Literature. Before the Cuban Missile Crisis, yes, but at the height
of the Atomic Age, which some call the precursor to the Age of Anxiety, much of
which lingers in our national consciousness even today
Faulkner believed
it was toxic to creativity to write from a fear so long sustained. Poets, by
which he meant all writers, must write from the problems of the heart in
conflict with itself. Their words must speak to the heart of long-held values,
not of physical fear. His stirring words comfort me to this day: “I decline to
accept the end of man … I believe that man will not merely endure; he will
prevail.” I say those words to myself as I pray for peace and for sane heads to
prevail.
We owe the NFL a
debt of gratitude. The players who are peacefully trying to call attention to
huge problems in our country, have diverted the president’s anger from North
Korea to themselves, and they seem willing to bear the burden of that anger and
its consequences.
1 comment:
Thank you, Judy. Very well expressed!
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